I visited JoeK.com, and all I got was this lousy tagline.
I don’t know why I exist, But to sit here and scribble over empty words which will give no relief. Lost in some emptiness of me A fear of trying, a fear of trying, A fear of trying To sit Empty Idiot Pondering over an empty existence, With no one to blame but me For hiding Scared and stupid Shinning brilliant in loneliness -- or, I mean, ignorance Shine like an idiot Shine like a fool Trying so hard to lock myself away from a world I wish so much to join But not all... Just join one Eternally and blissfully A dream I know will never bloom Not as long as I sit here, Asking myself why Am I the idiot I am Why do I do this to myself? Why do I cry over my own shame? A neglect I myself create, and mold, and nourish in a vision of myself I try to deny? Kill me Hate me Forget me Save me No, never My world is real Reality is just some fiction I’m looking through like some evil play meant to remind me of my own isolation, and fear, and stupidity, and foolishness, and regret, and pain. So much pain All my own My own My own delusion which binds me, within me Crying and dying As I can’t break free Why! Why will I always remain in this fear, of a dark voice that looms over me, criticizing my every dream. It’s perfection My impossible climb for eminence, radiance, sovereignty, an apex of righteous perfection and... How stupid Just live Be human Make mistakes But not me No I can’t Someone has to be A shinning example But all I shine of is idiocy I am an idiot I am a fool I am a fool I am a fool I am a fool I am a fool I am a fool I am a fool I am a fool I am a fool I am a fool A fool with no escape No escape from me Speak Live Be No No NO! I don’t know how to try I don’t know